sicky icky pustules on my tonsils

i keep finding old posts that i never published..look..i found one of those weird bugs too (pic below) what is it anyways??very cool.

when i didnt get any better after my antibiotics were done, i went back to the doctor. bloodwork shoed ive got an f-ing virus. and i feel like poo again.( here i thought i was stoked to have health insurance. in the past, id just have to wait it out..now im overdrawn from multiple $30 copays and percriptions. $30 copay!!! come on!!!! ok ok, im done complaigning. im super happy i have health insurance) the doctor said, take tylenol , motrin, drink gatoraid, and gargle with this numbing stuff (for the sores in my mouth) and Rest rest rest. huh...i kinda laughed at her when she said that last bit. you cant call in sick when youre a mom. (did i really need to pay $30 to hear that?)

but finally...after a near mental breakdown from lack of food ( i cant really swallow, cause my throat feels like its closing in), energy, aching eyeballs, sore throaght, fierce chills, swollen ass sensetive neck, and an inability to walk or keep my eyeballs open...i called brandon crying (like a pussy).. and he came home from work to take care of the kids. and me! god i love him. and after an entire day and night of sleep, i can open by eyeballs again. barely, but im getting there.
and thank you to darling jeni for coming over and making me lie down and not get up, and for helping me with the kids until b got home and for bringing homecooked dinner over for branodn and the kids. i know brandon really appreciated it.
i dont think jen and i could survive without eachother...really. anwyays.. i love you jen!!