my hubby left the house at 6 in the morning, and got home at 8:30 @ night yesterday.
He had asked me to video avery;s first day, so We sat down and watched it, had a drink, and told him all about it. I could tell he was super bummed to have missed it.
He has the same "schedule" today. i miss him damnit! but, i admire and am so grateful to have such a hard working man.
just realized, we will be missing the kids first few soccer games because of work and other things. fuck!
and picture day. im hoping to at least make it to the parade. I am the banner mom! holy hell!! what was i thinking?
I know these things may seem like little things, to a lot of people, but.. to US, our kids and what they do, are the biggest things. The only things that matter. We are so lucky to have the amazing opportunities we do with them, but somehow it just never seems like enough. Sometimes, we daydream of moving to my parents, unschooling, and living off the land. HA! i know, pretty unrealistic.. or is it?
Ya.. i pretty much have to revamp some things this year. ..(i know, i say that every year) .school nights are now officially school nights.
& especially with weekends being booked up the wazooo, we need this time as a family to regroup, have dinners together, do HW, take baths, etc...
i am soooo happy the heat has disappeared for today.
the last two days were brutal!!! the worst part about the heat, are the sleepless nights my kids have. their room was literally 100 degrees last night at 8 oclock! (bedtime).
its my best friends 30th today, and i just wish i could be with her.. just for a moment to hug her and say happy birthday. and take a few shots. long distance just plain sucks, i dont care how you look at it.
My computer has overflowed with wedding photos, which is good for the house payment, but not good for my horrible time management issues, distractions, and lack of self motivation. help! ok.. i better get back to those!
And, making all these things so trivial....
...we found out a few weeks ago.. my poor mom has a freaking hole in her heart! She was born with it, and they just found it. She is lucky to be alive! But, now they have to fix it, because evidently its really big (just found out yesterday), so she has to go on Plavix ASAP (today), which , is like ... a really intense blood thinner. Like.. you "shouldnt ride a bike" or "have alchohol" kind of blood thinner. YA, not such good news for my mama. she aint the kind of "lay-around-and-watch-TV-all -day" kinda grandma. shit.
un-frickin-believable.
Somehow i know it will all be ok. after all, its my mom.. she's invincible right?
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